You’ve been thinking about it for a while now. You don’t want to go through with it, but you believe it’s the only answer. Your former self would never choose this path, but life is different now. You can’t live like this anymore. You can’t go on pretending. You want out. It’s the only way.
I haven’t put any effort into blogging for quite some time. Part of the reason is because it is a bit lonely out here, but I am going to revel in that tonight. I am feeling thankful that I don’t have any subscribers. I’ll get a page view here and a page view there, but at this point, I’m not sure I could take the criticism.